Omg I Burn my self

Omg omg omg it's pain help me I'm really really stupid and crazy I burn My hand good I don't have to go to clinic if not I will die and never came back ! I'm so sorry but it's really killing me I don't know what to do then my older sister put for me tooth paste omg im really going to die if this pain won't stop and my dad don't know cuz if he knows then he will say to me no more cooking omg I keep telling him that I'm not 2 years old girl I'm 12 years old girl ok ? And he will always say no I don't care how old are you I don't want you to get hurt then I will always say ok I promise then he will say ok now you can cook again (hehehe) I'm so happy but now I'm so not happy hear I'm going crazy but it's ok I rite this to just tell you what happen if I don't care about you guys then I will never rite this anyway I burn my hand so ya hope it will gone soon bye !